abandoned for good.

2012-02-22T03:19:00.003-08:00

American styled education? Equal emphasis on the sciences and arts? Please. If the school in which I study in is as mentioned, then I am the Queen of Scotland.

Bitch please. Wikipedia must think it is hilarious.

H I L A R I O U S.

2012-02-19T01:38:00.001-08:00

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121 am angst

2012-02-10T09:16:00.000-08:00

It's 1:16 and I don't know why I'm still up, but yes, I'm ~~creeping~~ reading blogs and everything and I just find it so inspirational how people can feel so much for their sport. I, on the other hand, feel nothing. I am seldom motivated to do well ever since I screwed up two years ago and everything turned to shit. But on the days that I do play with semi-motivation, it's really not because I want to, but because I feel that if I don't, I'd be being a bitch to all the amazing people in the school team.

So yeah, if any of you do see this, I apologise for my general negative attitude, and that I want you to know that you guys are one of the best people I know.

And uh yeah, it's my last year of table tennis. I probably won't be touching a bat ever again, after I step down. Whooop. But I guess this also means I probably won't be seeing much of my ex-teammates. That is, assuming I see them at all. I don't know. I guess they were the only people that made me feel like I was a part of something. (Other than CAP, but that's something else altogether.)

It's sad that I don't think they'll make it to nationals.

So... I guess this is it. Kind of goodbye? Yeah, maybe. I don't know. I hope not.

@ZHU: OKAYFACE.JPG

2012-02-09T05:33:00.001-08:00

oh wait - ARE YOU CREEPING TOO

i blame 'tap sonic' and zehui.

2012-02-07T03:32:00.001-08:00

and then there's this....

2012-02-05T04:06:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA BLESS YOU PEOPLE.

MY CREYS I LOVE YOU JENNIFER LAWRENCE YOU FLAWLESS HUMAN BEING

2012-02-03T16:04:00.001-08:00

Just nothing but love for this trailer and the entire fandom and all the wonderful people in it.
(And it is blatantly obvious how much the producers ship Katniss/Gale. Hurr.)

joanelle reads TFIOS (the coherent version)

2012-02-01T04:55:00.000-08:00

Dear John Green,

I hope you're feeling grand.

Thank you for my life, my book collection, my coffee stash, my Mac, my everything. I do so worship the ground you walk upon. But then again, I don't think you have ever stepped upon Asian soil, so I suppose I worship the figurative ground upon which you walk. (One day, though, I will be going to America. Heh. Heh. Heh.) I loved The Fault In Our Stars. I loved Hazel and Augustus and Isaac and sorta maybe Preachy Patrick and Lidewij and also sorta maybe Peter Van Houten. I would like to congratulate you on your characters, because they are all as lovable and believable as they are flawed. I too would like to congratulate you on your writing. And possibly frame it and hang it on my wall, cryogenically frozen till the end of time. Alas, that is not possible simply because a) I do no possess such technology, and b) You can't frame words. You can't. (I mean, technically speaking, you can, by ripping pages out from books, but I cannot fathom any thoughts into constellations of why anyone would remotely do that.) But you know what I mean.

Your plotlines are by far one of the simplest I've ever seen. That isn't necessarily a bad thing - I think it's actually one of the things that make your writing so real and all the more heart breaking. Back in 2010 when I first read Looking For Alaska, I didn't cry with Miles. But the book did make quite a vicious yank on my seemingly non-existent heart strings. Then I picked up Paper Towns. Then An Abundance of Katherines. Then Let It Snow. Then Will Grayson, will grayson. For the first time (okay, fine. That was a hyperbole. For the second time ever, I felt something strongly for fictional characters.) And I fell for your books the way people fall asleep - slowly, then all at once.

Then came TFIOS. Okay, Mr Green. Okay. You are an evil genius and that is all. TFIOS was the first book to make me bawl like a baby. I cried for Hazel and Augustus and all the faults in their stars. Romeo and Juliet have nothing on these two. It was heart-wrenching. I suppose it felt like angry leprechauns were tap-dancing and shuffling with spiked heels on my heart. The feelings I have for this book are equivalent to the number of numbers between 1 to 2, and then beyond. There's .1, .12, .1212, and so one - they are infinite and innumerable. And I will be crying for every character in this book for life. I will not be writing fanfiction for TFIOS, as I do for most of my fandoms, or even thinking of what's next for Hazel after TFIOS. No, you have given me a snapshot, and as with any photograph, I believe that it should not be changed in anyway. Hazel and Augustus will forever (in my heart and in your book) stay in their little slice of infinity, regardless of what happened to Augustus in the end.

I will now awkwardly end my letter here, as I eagerly begin anticipating your next book. (And also, going back to read TFIOS for the second time. I believe this will be how I spend my 16th birthday - holed up in my room like a hermit, with three cups of coffee, reading your book(s). )

Sincerely,
A ~~Rabid~~ Fangirl.

joanelle reads TFIOS (the incoherent version)

2012-02-01T04:53:00.000-08:00

CREYING SO MUCH OKAY I HATE YOU JOHN GREEN WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO YOUR READERS DOES IT PLEASE YOU SEEING THEM CRY AND MELT INTO PUDDLES OF TEARS OR LIQUID OR WHATEVER OH GOD WHY DO YOU KEEP RUNNING AROUND RUINING MY EXPECTATIONS IN MEN FOREVER I MEAN I KINDA WANT AN AUGUSTUS WATERS BUT HI IT ISN'T EXACTLY POSSIBLE BECAUSE EVERY GUY I KNOW IS A DOUCHEBAG NO SRSLY BUT SRSLY JOHN GREEN WHY I LOVE HAZEL I LOVE EVERYONE OKAY I LOVE EVERYONEEEEEE

FEEEEEEEEL ALL THE FEELINGS
THE FAULT IN ALL OF OUR STARS
CREY ALL THE CREYS

4EVAAAARRRRRRR!!!!1!!!1!!!1

2012-02-01T04:28:00.000-08:00

There are three things I absolutely despise. The first being people who are blatantly insensitive. The second being hypocrites. (I include myself in this statement. I never liked myself very much either, for the record.) And the third being people who try to shove their damn values down your throat. Apparently, there is a certain individual whom I see everyday that so happens to fit into all three of the aforementioned categories.

But then again, maybe I'm just being a non-conformist, feminist shithead. Eh. What's new.

oscar nominations announcement live blog 2k12

2012-01-24T05:53:00.000-08:00

▶5 MINUTES
▶ STOP IT YOU TROLLS
▶ YES 30 SECONDS
▶ MUUUUUSIC
▶ JLAW JLAW OMG MY QUEEN I LOVE YOU BABY YOU LOOK SO GORGEOUS TONIGHT
▶ AND OKAY FINE YOU DO LOOK A LITTLE LIKE MILEY CYRUS BUT WHATEVER SO SHUT UP CHARLIE SHUT UP SHE'S STILL MY GORGEOUS BABY GIRL OKAY
▶ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BB IT'S CREEPY
▶ TINKER TAILOR SOLDIER SPY BITCHAZZZ
▶ ROONEY MARA FOR THE GIRL WITH THE DRAGON TATTOO
▶ I MUST WATCH THIS WHENEVER I CAN HURRHURR
▶ JESSICA CHASTAIN FOR THE HELP OOOOOHKAY
▶ OH HO GARY OLDMAN FOR TTSS
▶ I LOVE YOU BABIES
▶ TTSS MAN TTSS
▶ IT'S LIKE SUIT PORN BUT INTELLIGENT SUIT PORN
▶ WHICH IS GOOD
▶ NICK NOLTE FOR WARRIOR YOU GO OLD MAN
▶ (TOM HARDY IS IN BOTH TTSS AND WARRIOR HEHEHEHEHE)
▶EXTREMELY LOUD AND INCREDIBLY CLOSE
▶SHOOOOOOP
▶ DA
▶ WHOOOOOOOP
▶YA LAH YA LAH THE ARTIST THIS THE ARTIST THAT
▶ I MEAN IT WAS FOREIGN BUT SO WHAT K
▶ OR MAYBE I'M JUST SAYING THIS CUZ I HAVEN'T SEEN IT YET AND AM SOUR GRAPING FOR MY BABIES
▶ BUT WHATEVER K
▶ TTSS FOR BEST ADAPTED SCREENPLAY
▶ EXTREMELY LOUD AND INCREDIBLY CLOSE FOR BEST PICTURE
▶ OI OI OI WHERE IS TINKER TAILOR SOLDIER SPY
▶ WAPIANG EH
▶ (singlish strikes when i get agitated)
▶ YEAH YEAH SO THE ARTIST IS GOING TO SWEEP EVERYTHING
▶ DO YOU REALISE THERE'S ALWAYS AT LEAST ON MOVIE WHICH DOES THAT EVERY YEAR
▶ PFFFFFFFFFFT
▶ IT WAS THE KING'S SPEECH LAST YEAR
▶ PFFFFT
▶ K WHATEVER
▶ JLAW LOOKS GOOD AND OHHH GODDDDD WHEN SHE READS STUFF IN FRENCH

▶▶ k that is all bye

2012-01-22T05:55:00.001-08:00

I shall make it my life mission to watch TTSS on the big screen this year.

the non-life of an rp newb/noob

2012-01-21T21:00:00.001-08:00

IN ESSENCE:

there is at least one movie i fangirl about/obsessively watch more than once till the point at which i can quote it

2012-01-21T06:54:00.000-08:00

and Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy is one of them.

kbye.

okay so now after watching a cold war relate movie, i will now bang out my app for this rp site about espionage during the cold war era

2012-01-21T06:47:00.001-08:00

joanelle watches tinker tailor soldier spy 2k12

2012-01-21T06:28:00.000-08:00

▶ IT WAS FLAWLESS
▶ Okay fine, 90% flawless - BUT WHATEVER MAN
▶ I mean, where do I even begin with dis sexy bitch of a movie
▶ Okay so at first it was kind of confusing
▶ AND IT WILL CONTINUE TO BE SO IF YOU DO NOT PAY ATTENTION
▶ SO PLEASE PAY ATTENTION, I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH
▶ i mean i had to restart it at the half hour mark because i got lost in my thoughts lmfao
▶ BUT
▶ Then I realised that the movie was interjected with numerous flashbacks
▶ And yeah, once you get used to them, they don't screw with your mind anymore
▶ old men swimming in a river lmfao
▶ SMILEY. SMIIIIIIIILEY. You know what, I'm just going to call him George.
▶ BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH I WEEP FOR YOUR NAME BUT CONGRATULATE YOU ON YOUR VOICE
▶ (actually, the rest of the cast too)
▶ I mean, snark sounds better in a British accent
▶ EVERYTHING DOES, REALLY
▶ errr lemmesee
▶ MAN IN TELEPHONE BOX -
▶ -hears voice-
▶ IT MUST BE TOM HARDY
▶ YAY TOM HARDY YOU SEXY BASTARD SHOOP DA WHOOOOOP
▶ k anyway
▶ omg my bb let me crey for your character and you okay :'(
▶ good lord maggots and rotting bodies
▶ HERE HAVE A GUTTED BODY IN A BLOODY BATHTUB WHOOOOOPS SPOILERS
▶ *the perks of being a voyeur-ish kind of thing*okay you didn't hear me say that okay
▶ BUT YEAH
▶ CHESS PIECES BITCHES
▶ CHESS PIECES
▶ and then when George saw his face taped to one of the chess pieces i swear he looked like he was going to cry my poor bb
▶ (i realise that i refer to too many people as 'my bb's ' okay i should stop really
▶ BUT ANYWAY THE CODENAMES
▶ WERE GENIUS
▶ TINKER TAILOR SOLDIER ~~SAILOR RICH MAN~~ POOR MAN BEGGAR MAN
▶ George is beggar man, btw - WHOOPS MOAR SPOILAAARSSS
▶ Then George tracks the double agent down
▶ (FYI, at the heart of the movie is essentially the hunt for a traitor yep)
▶ no shit SHERLOCK
▶ anyway
▶ cold war really is cold
▶ I mean, for a espionage film, this really is a quiet, low key sort of thing.
▶ THE SETS WERE FUCKING GORGEOUS THOUGH
▶ camera work a little meh
▶ BUT THE CAST
▶ THE FLAWLESS CAST
▶ WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN okay i'll begin with Gary Oldman
▶ BITCH DESERVES AN AWARD (not all but at least one)
▶ It was a very quiet sort of power
▶ Almost...omniscient. All knowing.
▶ And 'lol, i know something you don't HAH'
▶ And his presence was not exactly in your face, but just looming if y'know what i mean
▶AND EXCUSE YOU
▶ TOM HARDY
▶ THAT IS ALL
▶ errrr lemme see i hated how the movie ended though
▶ I mean idk but I've kind of come to... dislike happy endings.
▶ I mean yeah there was closure and all, what with George being reinstated as the head of the Circus
▶ But I think it would have been better left at the point where Prideaux shot Haydon
▶ but yeah
▶ OH RIGHT DID I MENTION THE ~~homoerotic~~ SUBTEXT?
▶ I think Peter Guillam is gay (like srsly as in 'i'm a guy who likes guys'
▶ 'AFTER ALL THAT I DID FOR YOU'
▶ 'IT'S OKAY IF YOU'VE FOUND SOMEONE ELSE'
▶ uhm yeah ignore me wtv k
▶ and crying men at the end uhm yeah okay srsly just ignore me man i ramble alot uhuh
▶ BUT YEAH YOU SHOULD WATCH TTSS OKAY BECAUSE
▶ DIS BITCH IS FLAWLESS

▶▶▶10/10

basically what goes through my mind on friday classes

2012-01-20T05:47:00.000-08:00

oh dayum i'm late again / okay -bow awkwardly to sensei- / awkwardly walk up to a senior to pair up with him / get corrected by seniors 99.999% of the time / probably pissing them off at the same time too / k split into two rows / john sensei demonstrates techniques / WAIT...WHAT?! / omg i can't do this i really can't / oh hey, i actually did it / whoops i screwed the last one up / oh dayum kinda eyecandy / SHIT I ELBOWED HIM IN THE JAW SHIT SHIT SHIT / -apologise endlessly - /-______- wtf self / ETC

and ultimately,

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yeah and there's like this other rp i want to join - it's like cold war history + espionage + superhuman abilities

2012-01-19T02:39:00.001-08:00

wat

i have rp-ed for two weeks and...

2012-01-19T02:37:00.000-08:00

Total RP Wordcount: 9281

OH MY GOD WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE

I mean, RP is ridiculously addictive. It's like writing group fanfic or something, and you get all these crazy awesome people-plotter-bunnies who always seem to be on crack. (The good kind.)

joanelle watches another earth 2k12

2012-01-14T07:36:00.000-08:00

▶WHERE DO I EVEB BEGIN WITH THIS
▶IT WAS BOTH GOOD AND BAD
▶I MEAN - as a character study/journey thing/exploration of guilt and isolation, IT IS ONE OF DA BEST EVARRRR OKAY.
▶But as a sci-fi movie, it kind of falls flat.
▶I mean, other than the prospect of Earth 2 (aka, Another Earth), there really isn't significantly sci-fi.
▶PS, Earth 2 pretty much seemed like a plot tool.
▶But when Tallis from Earth 2 responded to Tallis on Earth - HOLY SHIT AMAZEBALLS CREEPYPASTA AND A HALF OKAY
▶Oh, but it was poetic. So so so poetic and wonderfully beautiful and moving in every possible way. I am a sucker for films like this SHUT UP
▶AND EXCUSE YOU, THE LIGHTING WAS G O R G E O U S.
▶Camera work was very...indie film-ish. I'm neutral on this.
▶Rhoda's brother is kinda hot.
▶BRIT MARLING - WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN
▶I mean, this woman is clearly flawless (but JLaw is still my queen) BUT STILL
▶I mean, her acting - just wow.
▶To elaborate, it was a very understated, quiet but powerful performance on her part.
▶Not to mention the totally gratuitous hair porn.
▶My life goal is to learn how to do her plait thing. But then again, I'd never go out with it lmao okay sorry bimbo moment.
▶William Mapother was okay. Competent, but otherwise nothing outstanding.
▶HOLY SHIT FUCK
▶If you're into character studies, watch this.
▶If you're starting to venture into the sci-fi world, watch this.
▶If you're some kind of light-sabre wielding hardcore sci-fi geek, you probably wouldn't watch this.
▶Uhm yeah.
▶That's about it kthxbye.

▶▶▶7.5/10

i swear, it was like everyone was on crack today. (not the good or bad kind, specifically.)

2012-01-13T07:01:00.001-08:00

2012-01-11T04:11:00.001-08:00

i'm scared, okay?

i'm too scared that i'll never get out of this shithole to even admit it because i am a bitch with a rabbit heart and too much pride.

hi being shameless since forever - what's new.

2012-01-07T04:30:00.001-08:00

Because of reasons okay BECAUSE OF REASONS.

gg gg gg gg okay we're all fucked

2012-01-05T05:10:00.000-08:00

gg gg gg gg okay gg already this year

2012-01-01T17:21:00.001-08:00

spent the first day of 2012 rp-ing.

...i need a life.

2012-01-01T00:29:00.000-08:00

okay wow these days i've been eating and sleeping and doing nothing much. kind of like a bear going into hibernation - oh but wait school's starting again and i can still feel the champagne from yesterday in my stomach ugh

fan-fucking-tastic.

2011-12-31T08:29:00.001-08:00

2012
THE HUNGER GAMES THE FUCKING HUNGER GAMES
THE DARK FUCKING KNIGHT
EXTREMELY LLOUD AND INCREDIBLY CLOSE
AHS SEASON 2
PRETTY LITTLE LIARS
SO MANY THINGS I AM INCOHERENT NOW BUT I'LL PROBABLY FANGIRL OVER SO MANY THINGS

2011-12-31T08:06:00.000-08:00

good lord - vodka and champagne taste weird and they burn the back of your tongue a littlee

new year resolution?

2011-12-31T07:59:00.001-08:00

WATCH THE FUCKING HUNGER GAMES AT LEAST 12 TIMES TO SHOW DISTRICT PRIDE WHOOOOOOOP

and buy le dvd!

2011-12-31T07:53:00.001-08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY BADASS

2011-12-31T06:48:00.000-08:00

This is rather fascinating.

I really have no idea what half these things are but - WHATEVER MAN.

I MUST HAVE THAT RED BLAZER. I MUST.

2011-12-31T06:32:00.000-08:00

2012 in a post

2011-12-31T06:27:00.000-08:00

I. DON'T. THINK.

YOU. UNDERSTAND.

HOW. I. FEEL.

ASDLAKSJALKSDJLKSADJLKADJ CASIUOASDASDKJASLKDJALSKJDALSKDASDM OMASHGDGSODFJ

OH MY GOD CAN I JUST PUKE RAINBOWS RN

oh my god i haven't bought a legit pencil case yet. i'm still using my ziplock bag.

2011-12-30T04:38:00.001-08:00

the personal post that you will probably never see again after this one lol

2011-12-30T03:51:00.000-08:00

Wow this year was such a trainwreck. I was such a trainwreck. In summary, psyched mugger > disillusioned bitch > self slave driver > trainwreck > meh.

And in full:

Don't even get me started on how screwed up this year was. I think it was born out of an innate desire to get the fuck out of my current school. (Who wouldn't want to?) And so I embarked on some mugger trail, slogging my guts out trying to memorize every thing written in textbooks. And for what? Now that I think back about it, I don't know.

I also went down that 'I hate everything and everyone' trail. I guess at that point I thought everything was so fucked up because I fucked up, three years ago, and I guess I just couldn't bring myself to see anything in a positive light anymore. And from the previous year (2010) to May 2011, I struggled with something deeply personal, and something I quite frankly speaking do not wish to, well, speak about. It was messy, ugly, shameful and painful and I don't want to go through it again. Neither would I wish it on anyone. It was addictive and hard to stop, but I guess CAP and writing kind of saved me, in a way.

Emotional outlets are good. Creative ones. It was in June. CAP, I mean. There, I met people whom I actually liked on first sight. Like minded people, and people who actually cared. I snuck out to write poetry in the middle of the night with Weiran. I had a blast 'slutting it up' with the girls of OG5. Photopoetry with Weiran and Kenny (Go Hwach!) and Arthur, (who pretty much slacked throughout, but still.) Nick giving me a hug and telling me to stop being such a perfectionist - I guess that was the first time in ages that I felt that someone actually cared. You could say CAP was the best thing that happened to me this year. For that alone, I wouldn't want 2011 to have never happened.

The second half of the year was just one big crash and burn. I started staying up late. When people asked, I said it was to study. Yes, I did study, but I stayed up mainly because... I don't know. I just didn't want to go back to sleep. I liked staying up late and just brooding over things. I was basically fueling myself with anger and self-hatred. And look how well that went. Failure left and right. I broke down an unhealthy number of times in the toilet and pretty much closed myself off to everyone.

Fast forward to post-eoys and things got worse. The parents were bullshitting me all the time. They were being assholes to each other. Sister was obsessed (and I mean really obsessed) with k-pop. So let me be a little dramatic here - I lost my sister to k-pop. Fucking hell and a half, huh. I started doing things I promised myself I would never do again. Everything culminated in a violent trigger, I suppose. It wasn't pretty, I can tell you that much.

So here we are now. I took up photography. I started to write more. I'm trying to be happy but there's always a shit storm brewing in the horizon.

People wise - I think I met some of the best people, and realised who were some of the worst this year.

i think clarabelle should win the award for best chairperson ever or something along those lines. she's sincere, she's caring, she listens to the plebians (us normal class people) - everything a class could ask for, and one of the best people i know. charlie the unicorn and xinheng, for...putting up with me, really. thank you, because i don't think many people can do that, what with all my bullshit. keith, for listening to me angst and for being there on twitter when i make the least sense, and for walking with me from chinatown all the way to the school (for no apparent reason). and the rest of tsm too - brenda who is the ultimate panda milk, yuwen for being such a sweetheart and listening to me cry the day before my english exams, zheru and sarah for the awkward penguin moments, ian, weiren, farhan and the rest of you (whom i'm not that close to, sorry!) - it was so so so great meeting all of you. NOW GIVE ME A BROFIST. and thank you mugger for everything.

christel, norhuda, and the rest of the extractors - the best fangirls i know. #TEAMINCEPTIONPRIDE - WE WILL NEVAR DIE!!!!11! Everyone in OG5 (Thaddea, Clarise, Shaynda, Zou Yun, Nick Wong, Leo, Shalyn, Archana, Yingying, Jesleen, Pradheeba, Yanxin, Ainul, Darren, Joel, Linlin, Nick Quah and Yeewin) - I love you guys so much. And you know I do because I almost never use that word.

//

That said, I realised how fake some people were this year. I wouldn't dwell on this much though. I'd just like people to know that I despise bullshit in any form, and do not tolerate it. (I also realise how much of a hypocrite I am, to some extent.)

//

2012? Let the shitstorm begin. I know I won't off myself or anything along those lines because I have so many things to look forward to. What happens after that...well, we'll just see how it goes.

hi i love my bb girl jennifer okay

2011-12-28T16:42:00.000-08:00

HI BITCHAZ I'M WHORING MYSELF OUT AGAIN. Click here for free love on the streets because I'm cheap!!!1!

(Also, did you see that Fall Out Boy reference over there. Cookies to you if you did.)

iv.

2011-12-28T16:39:00.000-08:00

i - The Lomography Store.
ii - This > Starbucks, to the power of infinity.
iii - I had a bimbo day.
iv - Developed my film rolls :)

in other news:

2011-12-24T07:12:00.000-08:00

Do we love John Green or do we love John Green? :')

(Also, George R. R. Martin is a badass.)

iii. (blog coma)

2011-12-24T07:06:00.000-08:00

i - This...Ding Cha thing from Far East Plaza. It's actually pretty good. (Thank you Phy!)
ii - This is Jennifer. ISN'T SHE GORGEOUS!!!!1!
iii - Steamboat thing with the family.
iv - Masato's leaving for Japan :( Bye qt 3.141592

2011-12-23T07:13:00.000-08:00

Life is fucking tiring, really.

naming my gadgets because i can

2011-12-21T06:14:00.000-08:00

for future reference:

Violet for my laptop, so whenever the battery's low I can go: "DON'T YOU DIE ON ME VIOLET, DON'T YOU DIE" (via tumblr. ingenious shit.)

Christopher for my nikon d3000. BECAUSE IN NOLAN WE TRUST.

Will(iam) for my Polaroid Colorpack II because I am a fangirl.

Tessa for my Holga - another fangirl reference. I will take them out together, always. OTP AWW YEAH.

Magnus for my Yashica Superzoom. More fangirlism.

Currently thinking of names for a future gadget. Suggestions?

Alec/Sheldon

Alice/Cassia/Freya/Lexa/Lucy

etc.

2011-12-20T17:43:00.000-08:00

I don't really want to face people lol

ii. (there is no alchemy in this)

2011-12-17T04:27:00.000-08:00

i - Attempts to capture sunrise on polaroid. (But it rained D: )
ii - And then I dropped my Starbucks tumbler broke.
iii - Hobo-ing with Phy while waiting for Mr Tan.
iv - Their milk green tea is DA SECKS.

That is all.

i. (pilot)

2011-12-15T04:42:00.000-08:00

(four a day)

2011-12-15T04:36:00.000-08:00

So once upon a time, I mentioned that I really didn't like Instagram because of reasons. Here are a number of them:

- Lazy 'photographers'
-LOOK AT ME MAN LOOK AT THIS FILTER MAN I'M SO ARTISTIC MAN

...and the list goes on.

Well, now I'm going to be a hypocrite. Surprise, surprise. Anyway, I have issues with too many of my friends' parents who somehow, almost inevitably, always manage to find my blog. Which is pretty fucking profane (exhibit a, to your left) most of the time. This is usually followed with calls made to my mother, questioning her parenting abilities, telling her to keep me away from their daughters and whatnot. I am sick of indiscreet relationship-wrecker-busybodies. (If you think I'm referring to you, I probably am.)

Quite frankly speaking, I'm pretty sick of that so from now on I'll be photoblogging. In other words, I'll be documenting my day and putting it up all in the form of pictures.

Because I don't particularly like carrying my cameras around (with the exception of my cheap little Holga) without any reason, lest any of my precious babies get wrecked or anything like that, I have decided to use my iPhone camera.

Oh yes, that imposter camera thing. Which leads me to Instagram.

Don't get me wrong, I still do not approve of Instagram 100%, but it sure is pretty fucking convenient. Hence ho, let the hypocrisy commence!

(I hereby dub thee project four-a-day. because I cannot come up with anything better.)

2011-12-14T07:54:00.000-08:00

Major iPod spring cleaning for 2012.

iPod aside, there is so much shit I need to clear up.

ii.

2011-12-13T03:11:00.000-08:00

"their arms, they reach, they branch, like they're trying to catch me / they have me sold."

2011-12-10T07:58:00.001-08:00

Trust no one.